epic as fuck

to be honest; the major reason why I’m smoking is because I know that it’s destryoing my body and may kill me.

What have I become,

My sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end,

And you could have it all,
My empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

I wear this crown of thorns,
Upon my liars chair,
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,

Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear,
You are someone else,
I am still right here.

I’m not in the mood for sleeping, just to wake up the next morning to resume my shitty life and continue with my meaningless future.
Give me an everlasting sleep or fuck off.